awkwardness in social situations

 

written as though contemplative
wallflower at the dance
movements incongruous to those
selfish enough to be unwelcome
feelings of false providence and mock hopelessness
perpetuationg the black magic that would cast the fate of everything to nobodies
every entitlement to all that is fair
every childish impulse of those that expect and fail to have too much
what wild jealousy exists that it may trump the altruistic, perhaps confident
awkwardness as potential as spite
as average as all social chaosforgettable, intimidating
as it is to them
you are not one of us
you are not one of those
you are they